Good Bye 2010.

Hey you, yeah you the girl that hold my heart tight, both mine and yours. Because, apparently I’m still unable to embrace yours :)

It was crazy tonight dear, got thousand and thousand thoughts hanged in my head. I knew that you don’t like something regarding our thing exposed to the outsider, but you should know that this isn’t the ideal world. It’s just not always to be your ways baby girl. I’m quite sure that I look stupid for you now. Well sometimes I just want to shout it out and let everybody knows that I’m falling for you and honestly, in my opinion, if you're not willing to sound stupid, you don't deserve to be in love. You will never fall in love while trying to be careful. Remember baby: Love needs courage. FYI, the thing that makes you embarrassed is mostly something that make me can't shut both my eyes and mouth. I can’t go to sleep, I can’t stop smiling. Well sometimes you did it good girl :)

I would never think that you're stupid either. I’m falling for you not only because of your intelligent or your personality. Cause you're, like, the coolest person I’ve ever met and you don't even have to try. I mean you're just amazing. you always said that I didn't see the world yet, well you know what baby, you have no idea how many worlds I been through to looking for someone just exactly like you. Please don’t be afraid, please don’t be afraid falling. We’re both will get hurt cuz love can be so cruel, we can be soo happy because that what exactly love is. You know what really sucks about falling for a girl and you know that she’s not? Well I bring those feeling in my pocket all the time, how do you expect me to give you the world if I know that you're too afraid to protect that world? You always said leave it to fate. Well again, you should know that good luck doesn't happen to people like us; good luck happens to Bill Gates, good luck happens to Bakrie. That’s why we got to stick together. You afraid about getting hurt, yes me too! Of course everybody will have a bad moment. But to be insanely happy, I think that’s the high risk that we have to take. And believe me baby, it’s worth it 

You know about our homework? It’s not you leaving that's going to kill me. It’s you loving someone more. I am the one to be loved and you know it, even if it takes time, I’ll wait, even if you don’t love me anymore, I can tell you how to. Sounds ridiculous am I? Well I have my own method to motivate myself. I won’t give up on something I can’t go a day without thinking about it. I will not giving up on you!

Hey you, yeah you the woman of my dreams, and apparently I'm the man of yours. *someday or never

With love or hate,

Your lover, your best friend, or your worst enemy

*for u, I called this love letter :D